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Tuesday, October 9, 2007

Rant

Kena again from my mum last Sat for staying out too late. Only 15 mins past the RIDICULOUSLY EARLY "curfew" wat....... relaklah.....

Then got lectured. "Your friends don't have curfew ah? No discipline at all. blablablablabla Lucky I haven't grounded you yet. Go out so much for what? Got so much money meh? blablablablablabla Never study want to enjoy yourself aledi, ha? Your exam coming you know? How to go Australia like that? blablablablablablablablablablablablablablablablablablablablablablablablablablablabla"

FYI, my curfew's at 12 midnight. Damn early right? Apparently one of my cousin's friends got grounded for staying out too late with her friends, so my mum's threatening to do the same. And I need a life! Don't tell me I have to sit at home listening to her nagging all day. Money? She knows that that's the only way she can control me..... better be careful otherwise my (already meager) allowance is going to disappear........ And what's the bloody point of exams anyway? Deciding your life in 3 hours (per subject) doesn't sound very intelligent to me. And, if I follow what my mum wants me to do every second of my life, she might as well have bought a robot instead of having a son. When else would I have a social life other than now? I have a whole bunch of friends that I've gotten to know so well over the past 5/6 years, you cant expect me to lose contact with them just like that..... Plus, I'm going off to another CONTINENT next year, so if I don't socialize now, I might not be able to see them for years. After pre-U it's off to uni, then work. What makes you think I'll have time to socialize then? Life is for the living. We live in the present, not in the past or the future.

Then I start wondering Sometimes it just feels so pointless..... Wake up, college, nap, dinner, work (if I'm in the mood), pig out in front of the comp,sleep. Then in a few years time, it's Wake up, work, dinner, sleep. BORING....... Why anyone wants to spend the first 20 years of their lives reaching the most boring, pointless, time of their lives, then spend the rest of their lives trying to stay in that period? It's just so POINTLESS. No wonder people commit suicide. They were enlightened as to the insignificance of our puny human lives.

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3 comments:

Anonymous said...

i agree!

sometimes you feel its so pointless to live or study to live/work to live.
then you wonder whats d whole point of studying/working well to live anyway.

lalalalala
and people will tell you that life's like that and love is what makes the world go round.

haha so my crazy bottom line is, then shouldnt we socialise?! cos studying/working sure wont give us love! lol.

lalala and dont worry. chill. parents are made to function like that. i dont have a fixed curfew. they set it according to their mood for the day! fuyo excitement -.-"

Anonymous said...

lol... last time my mom oso scold me like that way when i go out too late with friends..but after few times she is lazy to scold me and juz remind me come back early..now i can go out without curfew :)

eve said...

walao! You've voiced out whatever's in my heart..
True. Deciding your life in 3 hours (per subject) doesn't sound very intelligent to me either. Its stupid!!

Scientists like Newton or Mathematicians like Pascal didn't have to go through exams to become geniuses!! so, why do we have to sit for exams?!

Nevermind the exams... It's the process that's boring. I so totally agree that life is kinda boring sometimes, especially with our parents' control.. However, due to the fact that I'm staying in a hostel, mayb that's not what's in my way of having a life. It's MONEY!! RM600 per month isn't exactly enough..

Haha.. I know you'll miss us when you go to another CONTINENT.. But, all the best, and keep up with the boring life!! try to change your life. Life doesn't necessarily have to be this way.Have faith :-)